Masks

i hide my sadness so i do not allow anyone to worry or overthink about myself, it doesn’t make sense but its what’s best.

it’s like a test but it’s all about what’s next.

i’m trying to look forward, i’m trying to find opportunities.

i’m doing great but i’m tired.

i am nearly 14 months clean of self harm and any suicidal attempts, through all this i’ve had my worst moments and made them my best.

i’d recently also found blades that have now made me contemplate whether i should bin them or keep them.

BUT

i’ve realised my worth and how far i can go.

i can fight this and i can let it go.

so can you, access help.

everything is out there for people like you and me, you can keep going.

i believe in you.