Not wanting to open up and tell certain people about certain things is okay but please do not underestimate others on not understanding your pain.
Sometimes it is okay to share and grasp at the only chance of air.
Those around you that surround you love you. It has never been simpler, if they love you they see you. They see the pain you have endured and are now surviving. They see it all. Maybe you should not include all your problems when you speak to those loved ones, maybe only the problems that matter or you feel like need to be shared with the certain individual.
Therefore if none of this applies to you and you feel like you cannot be helped by those who love you or those that care for you. Maybe sharing your problems is not the solution or the answer. All you need to do is let them know you are suffering and that may be enough.
It has to end. You have to start with the truth. Start with the truth and walk in love and faith with those who love you. And the change will take care of itself!
You may have a broken heart or a broken mind but I promise you once you share you gain the air you are looking for.
muni’s thoughts 