This is for all of you that struggle to sleep and wake.
It is you who hates sleeping because hell will continue when you wake.
It is the difference between the air now and then.
It is the change you remember from the past couple of nights, it is the heartbreak you realise that you are not good enough.
It is everything you ignore but yet choose to wonder during nights like these.
It is more than everyone else thinks.
It is flashbacks, memories, pictures, thoughts and feelings that all come back. It is what hurts but yet keeps you going. You feel less but you are more, you never have a clear understanding but let me show you.
How you hurt yourself with your thoughts by yourself. You are in control so stop convincing yourself about the hell you will see at the rise, find yourself and realise it is all lies. Nothing but lies because it is another day, another day you will rise and shine.
You will be better and more and everything above, you will find a way out from these thoughts and demons.
The hell will stop and demon will run, you will find a way out within yourself.
Let the hell find itself. Not you.
muni’s thoughts 