Fine

several times i smile, multiple times i hide my pain and constantly i isolate myself.

i do so much, cause too much.

you’ll never understand why it has caused so much.

the longer i want to shed tears the harder it is to deal with the pain.

the less i do causes a huge mess, i want to die but we all know that isn’t right.

i stop myself hoping for a miracle or something not so diabolical.

i want to cry, i want to die but here i am acting all fine.

maybe its me, maybe its you.

but once again lets live through this night and not let a soul know i cannot see the light.

i am fine.