I met an amazing person. I’m not going to mention their name or what our relation was. However, this person was a reflection of me. They were all I ever needed and wanted.
Sometimes life sends you in different directions, you grow off each other and Alhamdulilah I grew of this person so much that my intentions changed so much. I had to leave them because I loved them too much. Also for the sake of Allah.
Now nothing makes sense but I’m aware that this is a test and my Lord will connect us again. I hope this person remembers my love and nothing else.
It doesn’t matter what I do, everything I see or touch or even talk about I think of them. This amazing human being that got me to where I am now.
If you are reading this…
YOU ARE THE REASON I BELIEVE IN LOVE.
Everything will be fine, The Almighty will fix it all in due time and Inshallah we will both find our paths interact again.
However, if this is someone else reading my feelings and my pain. Remember that if it distracts you from Allah it is not the one. You cannot find Allah through another soul for them. You have to have the right intentions and let go.
Stop letting the Dunya affect you and find Islam again. Fear Allah and stop the sins or even the little things that take you away from salah or cause you to delay salah. Remove yourself from those people for Allah and one day. Just one day. You’ll meet again.
Pray before it’s too late and gain your faith once again.
Find yourself, build yourself and love yourself.