The routine

Every day is felt the same and thinking about the next just makes me insane.

I try and plan my day but all I do is fail and repeat.

I try and better myself constantly but nothing works.

I don’t know how to feel when all I feel is nothing.

I feel nonexistent like I’m stuck in a moment and it’s on replay like Iyaz.

I just wanna touch the outside and feel something different, something normal.

I have so many dreams and ambitions but this moment right now is breaking me and damaging me.

I wish I could be better nor feeling insane or lame.

I’m sure I’ll be better or maybe just sadder.

I’ll come together soon enough and stop hurting by all this stuff.

I’m sure next time I’ll be lighter or brighter.

My prayers are with all of you.

I love you.

You matter.

Love yourself, Find yourself and better yourself.