I’m overthinking and sometimes I start sinking.
I’m doing better but also being that much sadder.
My urges and temptations become harder but I only become stronger.
This life is a mess and is our test.
I wish we could get out without causing any harm.
The numbness, the endless pain, the cycle of painful thoughts.
One day it will stop, may that be a miracle from God during this life or the afterlife.
One day everything will feel right.
Find yourself, Love yourself and better yourself.