It feels surreal to reach so far with all these scars.
3 figures with many triggers.
I was unstable but able.
Heartbroken but now outspoken.
Urging to hurt but trying to keep alert.
To feel alive without causing pain or change my aim.
My goal was to stop pretending and start trending, to start accepting and reaching.
But this lockdown has got me to shut down and not even soon will I touch down.
I’m clean and that’s the scene.
Eight hundred and eighty-eight days clean of self-harm and now it feels like a charm.
I am my strength and I will reach all lengths.
Believe and don’t grieve.
Start and don’t stop following your heart.
Don’t ever fall apart.
Find yourself, Love yourself and better yourself.
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