The “past”

Trauma is like a sauna.

Full of fog and heat, which continues to get to you, one way or another.

Either you suppress it or face it.

I just feel like a broken glass vase with no control.

I cannot be taped nor can this be escaped.

Even if I accept everyone else just oversteps.

My thoughts are random dots and now becoming knots.

Hard to figure, difficult to understand…

How do I express it when it all feels like it is a failed test?

Broken hearts, confused minds and societies all blind.

I wish mental health was taken seriously and more importantly.

I wish it was seen as more than just a darkened burden.

I wish I could love everything and not worry about being vulnerable.

I wish my softness would not be used against me with such badness.

But…

I will continue to love because every bad experience will not minus the positive experiences.

Maybe something bright will find me with the light.

May we be full of love.

I love you.

Find yourself, Love yourself and better yourself.

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