I took off my clothes and gave them a throw, who would’ve known I could get this low?
My nights have been disrupted and my mind has been attacked. I wish I knew how to stop feeling so cracked.
Aches and pains, mentally and physically ill. I feel like there is no way out of this.
The dim lights, clammy skin and my patience were so thin.
I feel like nobody cares.
No calls or texts from the ones I love. They are blind to my pain and think I’m just insane.
I wanna feel loved, be someone beloved but I am just that person who is shoved into the corner.
I have to stop expecting things and just start understanding that I am always going to be standing alone.
To be okay, I have to accept that not being okay is okay.
Not being loved by others is okay but choosing to ignore the love for me is not.
We have to put ourselves first always.
Don’t let the pain lead you to the tunnels where there is no light and it’s full of darkness that hurts you.
I love you.
Find yourself, Love yourself and Better yourself.
muni’s thoughts 