Trauma

It’s not something to forget, it is always there.

It’s like it’s always in the air because wherever you go, there’s a feeling of it, there’s a thought of anxiety over it.

That trauma, those memories and flashbacks.

It all flickers within you like a switch.

I just wish it was easier and just a little simpler.

That which my past wouldn’t reflect the present and that my future isn’t dictated from my past.

The sense of normality makes me feel like I’m happy and then the sense of past experiences just throws me off and I become saddened.

I wish I could brush it off or pull away but there’s not much I can do when it feels so true.

The confusion is causing a delusion which is leading to a complication.

Within my mind, within the perceptions and the differences.

I hope we can get through this.

Find yourself, Love yourself and Better yourself.