3am

Thoughts are racing, my heart is beating and the rain is pouring.

Am I glad to be alive or am I just passing time?

Doing nothing but feeling everything.

I’m trying to stop my head from going under, I can’t go below the water.

Not again, not now and not ever.

A deep breath, a fresh start and a new beginning.

That’s all I need to keep going.

To be focusing, to be ignoring and to continue healing.

These dark thoughts and questioning feelings to be pushed aside whilst I gather what needs to be rushed inside.

Find yourself, Love yourself and Better yourself

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