Thoughts are racing, my heart is beating and the rain is pouring.
Am I glad to be alive or am I just passing time?
Doing nothing but feeling everything.
I’m trying to stop my head from going under, I can’t go below the water.
Not again, not now and not ever.
A deep breath, a fresh start and a new beginning.
That’s all I need to keep going.
To be focusing, to be ignoring and to continue healing.
These dark thoughts and questioning feelings to be pushed aside whilst I gather what needs to be rushed inside.
Find yourself, Love yourself and Better yourself